You may go through phases when you feel suicidal your basically waking up and evil spirits would rather have you die than wake up. Sounds crazy but it's true. If you hear voices in your head your not going crazy.Its coming from outside not inside. Weird shit is happening with everyone but no one wants to talk about it. This is an evil society possessed by evil spirits. People have been so can brainwashed. Evil is killing raping torturing putting a baby in the microwave etc. Isn't starting rumors that separate families evil? Isn't talking behind someone's back evil? Isn't pouring out coffee in coffee machine so next person has to make coffee again evil? Isn't looking down on homeless and not helping them evil? Most people are evil. Movies tell you chaos is sky turning red powerful robots with guns and bombs dropping everywhere. Bullshit. We should be in a world where you wake up in the morning have coffee with your neighbors and your kids playing with there kids and world peace no war and neighborhood get togethers having fun and everyone united.If we don't live in that kinda eorld then it's chaos. You make eye contact with people and there eyes fly away like they saw a ghost everyone is selfish and you can't barbecue lettuce without people at you funny. Nothing wrong with creativity.