The wiseman journey will fuck you up. You gotta stay healthy. We've been taught wrong idea about emotions pain and depression.it means you are doing something wrong. THATS NOT always the case. It just means you are healing and growing. You are not cursed or bad luck or even lazy. This is real. Don't mistake it for being dead. Overwhelmed feeling lost confused and confused are totally different from a lost soul. Some Ppl don't even know 1+1 =2. The wisemen are NOT one of those ppl. God loves you. Tough love.