Wise man journey can be tough 3-7 years of depression all over the place don't feel like doing anything etc belief systems always changing etc.after things settle down you will take off at 1 million miles per hour. So in the end it all evens out. Your not wasting a second of your life. Imagine trying to build a life under the influence of the program's not gonna be a good idea. Might as well build a strong foundation late than shitty foundation early . Waste of time money effort energy. Plus I don't think any of you even have energy or will to do that. The journey is tough.after those few years of pain everything you could ever want is on the other side and you'll get way more than you ever expected. Like giving birth. Painful but baby makes you forget all the pain and it's a beautiful thing.