Just the fact yhst you are depressed is good it just shows you havent turned into a robot like Everyone else. Depression usualllt means you are breaking free from the evil program that tells you that you are just a piece of shit that works 5 days a week and gets drunk on the weekend. That's NOT who you are.you may feel lost confused depressed all over the place thats ok. It will go away ina few years and you can speed this up with a healthy life style. After you will feel alive again.think of it as an investment few years of depression for life Tine of hapiness. Sounds good.